20/10/09 Thoughts that runs through my mind

It's been a while since i update this place, and shall do a few now then..
Been having thoughts and goals in my mind but some of it seems so impossible to reach.
They both seem so far away and I'm really of tired of it.
Things have not gone the way i had hope it to be and certainly gonna stay that way.
I shall try to change to a new side never seen before.
Ignoring everything that comes my way since nothing is changing.

Time is crucial now that i really start focusing on my studies and nothing else.
Hopefully i can do well for my upcoming exams.
And gonna focus just getting through with my life.

Can there really be peace with so many things going on around me...