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27/04/10 Days before Exams..

Distance grows~~
Path widens~~

Just 2 days to go before my first paper, I totally have no mood to study.. Why.. Things are coming at me at a speed i can no longer handle, issues coming one after another..

As time passes, responsibilities get heavier and burdens pile on top of one another before the first one could be handled.. 2 weeks to go and exams will be over, and new things will enter my list of burdens...

Had a meeting with my heart doc today, never seen the doc b4 as the one who usually attend to me was overseas.. Answered a few questions and before i could even notice, i was ald out of the room.. All the info i got was, seeing the patient's statement to tally with the scanning reports, to see when is the most suitable time for an operation..

Does this mean an operation will be necessary? Sigh...

So much to say, so little words i can type to describe those things i wanna say.. Things have changed, and people are no longer the same.. I guess..

Laterz..

08/04/10 Sick...

Well, things was going pretty well after i stopped working on 19th march till 2 days ago. My dad complained about stomach-ache and i brought him to a clinic for injection and some medicine. Upon reaching home and eating the med, he vomitted..

Today, i brought him to the same doc again and this time the doc administered med and injection for the stomach-ache. My dad who was a healthy 82kg man, now weights 74kg.. It breaks my heart to actually see how my dad have grown thinner becos of the sickness.. After reaching home, i told my dad to sleep for a while and would wake him up for lunch later. Soon after, it was lunch time.

I woke him up for lunch and he almost fainted while walking towards the kitchen so i helped him sit down. His eyes suddenly widen and stared blankly into the air. It kinda freak me out as i have never seen my dad like this my whole life.. All of a sudden, he appeared to faint while sitting on the chair but he actually fell asleep on the chair instead.

Me and my aunt panicked and i can tell u this.. That wasn't a veri nice feeling at all.. Every now and then, i would check out my dad.. He had always liked to eat but now, he has low blood pressure.. I really dunno what went wrong and i prayed for everything to turn out well soon or eventually.. I tried to do something everytime but i'm worried.. Next up, exams starting on 29th april and i have little time left. Really hope everything will go well...

Laterz...