27/08/09 It's near the end not the beginning

Things that haven't even started seems like it's gonna end soon..
Contradicting? Recent events really made me think a lot and the middle of my chest is really in pain now. Hope that when 4th sep comes, i go for my check-up, nothing major about it. Even breathing in, i feel the pain. Can't seem to take deep breaths.. I spoilt my body.. It's crumbling down on me now. Sigh...