30/12/09 Beginning of the end is near

Thx to huiwen and edith for the memorable christmas night celebration. The food was nice.. In the end, eat till stomach-ache lol... I liked the white england bag a lot and the adidas water bottle. Next time i'll bring it out =p

Today wasn't a quite a pleasant day.. At work, i always intend to ask a lot of questions becos i'm afraid of doing the wrong thing in the end.. But somehow, asking a lot is sometimes a mistake too. My heart aches when it comes to nightfall.. After paying the bills today, i found out that the property tax needed to be paid as well, so i consulted my aunt.

After some explaination, she passed me the money for the tax and then the night just goes on as normal. Before she went to bed, she came to me and asked.. Why need to pay property tax? Becos usually when the tv license is paid, that's the end.. But for this year the property tax is added.. and how should i know why it was added?! I took the bills out which luckily i did not throw it away like i used to and showed everything to her. She in turn say:" where got so much?..."

I got fret up and left her to calculate everything while i keep quiet...
Only some i knew gave me strength.. but when even my own family member doubts me, i have nothing more to say...
Facing work and family makes the heart sunk...
It hurts, it truely hurts....